hula

i once registered to a sight advertising free astrology and sign reading. It was advertised on section from a page where I was getting a premade comment I was planning to post on a friends profile. Without thinking, I clicked the link, went to the page and had registered. I was told that my reading will be sent to the email address I had put in. That pretty much got me excited. When you’re twenty-four, single, stuck on the same job for a couple of years, and your idea of a big breakfast is silog and some beers on the side, this type of thing will generate quite an agitation. O yeah. You could say that. I am such a bore.

so there. The response was pretty fast. I got it within 24 hours. I don’t really recall the details of my reading. This jenna(the super astrologer in controversy were talking about here) had done a nice job of describing how I react with events she said had happened in my life. I was like “..daF_ _ ..that never happened to me!!!” well I may be the nth dork who had gotten the same reading. I was pretty stupid not to realize that until I was redirected to another page which apparently should tell me more information about what’ll happen to me if ms jenna here could pls get a credit card number for a book she’s mailing for $24. It suddenly hit me..I don’t pay dollars!!!! Peso lng po. Madalsa kapos pahh Then why had I let me self be duped into such scam anyway??

There isn’t too wrong about asking what will happen next if you don’t know where you are standing. Sometimes we all need to see ourselves from another direction apart from what friends and family members see in us. pg ng-EH ako, ng-aadik lng. Pg umuwe ng maaga- tamad. Adik lng. Anu b tlgah???parang lahat ng gagawen k adik lng…

I remember the premade comment I had pirated from that page. Its pretty much comparable to the judgment we give to people. We brand them by what we feel is safe, what we think would make them feel good about themselves. Maybe because we think we make them feel better for the kind of judgment we give them. Or it may be it’s the other way around. We feel better of ourselves because of the kind of judgment we give to people. I wonder if it’s worth little ms jenna’s $24 of convenience.

Well we have our own little self comments. And I could be my own astrologer. And the world is full of little ms jennas. No one knows what would happen next. And everyone is free to gamble. Let life play on you…just don’t get too duped.. walang gustong mgbayad ng $24..hehe

this unsturdy

saturday night. you watch the minutes slave thru the grammars of late night shows while you contemplate thru invitations of crashing. you promise yourself your putting off to procrastinations to empty promises but you give in anyway.

too tired. you're too busy being busy you don't even have the time to realize it. you have all the time but you never have the time. it's dangerous and delicious and crazy all at the same time, but it is more than you cud bear. you let yourself fall. you have to. the weekend to the last weekend remains plans for the next years' to terminate. one good expectation-get a good night sleep. but it is not too important now.

you wish you cud get back every second you had stolen from time. but destiny wud never let you buy it back. too early to save for hours. too late for plans. too sick to even think about it. too proud to admit you are getting tired.

spinning around circles.spending listless obscenities. fishing for credits.getting scared.