paalam

malapet n.aalis n k.ndi m k hahanapin oo. perong isng bahagi ng sistema k ang tinigil m ng tuluyan.isang bahagi ng ako ang pinatay m ng paulit -ulit.

eto n naman ako.ngpapalango s kakornihan.ng-aantay.nsasaktan.naguguluhan. pero mg-aantay ako. kung kelan pwede nah.

pg-amin

Tangled Up In You Lyrics

You're my world
The shelter from the rain
You're the pills
That take away my pain
You’re the light
That helps me find my way
You’re the words
When I have nothing to say

And in this world
Where nothing else is true
Here I am
Still tangled up in you
I’m still tangled up in you
Still tangled up in you

You're the fire
That warms me when I'm cold
You're the hand I have to hold
As I grow old
You're the shore
When I am lost at sea
You're the only thing
That I like about me

And in this world
Where nothing else is true
Here I am
Still tangled up in you
I’m still tangled up in you

How long has it been
Since this storyline began
And I hope it never ends
And goes like this forever

In this world
Where nothing else is true
Here I am
Still tangled up in you
Tangled up in you
I’m still tangled up in you
Still tangled up in you





oo.mahal ktah

hehe

masakit.un lng

ang gaggu

taena naman eh.ang labu labu labu labu labu m!!!khi kelan!!!UNGGOOYYY!!!

getting started

i'm starting this week like no other week.i don't care if this turns out crap like the other week. you know something?you've taken away that part of me that used to be for somebody else. i wanted to protest. i wanted to fight. but all my resistance had failed. I'm all starting to feel miserable and hopeless. why do you have to hurt me with your hurting?i shouldn't have to care right? and you won't give me the chance. you won't even let me know where i stand. you love keeping me in circles. you resort to accusations. to blames. and it wont help.

i will be leaving soon. i wanna spend the rest of the days with you loving you each moment i can. if you'd let me.

and today's gonna be the first day.


-in my room in jp rizal,makati.
12.26 pm(15 mnts n ms maaga s avaya.hehehe)
11/02/09

para sau...

anu b tlgah?wg ka nah malungkot...ndi nia sadya un...ndi n nia mahal c ...kw kc eh..sia dn nman sinasaktan m ndi m lng alm..

shoot me if you have to..,(you're killing me slowly anyway)

i thought i was my usual self. were you thinking you were acting the same? i doubt it. everytime i came messing around,beating on the same shit we used to have, you clam off on a cold meat and i was the one left feeling stupid.more of an ass who was doing all the silly attempts to get us on track(if there has been any) but was left gaping on the road alone.

so i have to resort to my usual antics. i have to get off the hook and get myself out of the picture to keep myself from being hurt again. and the jerk in you. you come running around flirting with the same person who had me on a suicide yesterday. and on your silly little game of emotional conning,you dare tell the public you were the one who was left sore and bruised,while keeping them guessing who the culprit is. and i did try getting off the scene. you murk of a donkey. why do you have to keep pulling me in?

maybe you're cursing me in your dreams too. there's something deep inside of you that had wanted me to hurt. to bleed. why?

i won't dare take the responsibility. you were giving me the assumptions. but i could be wrong.but what if i was right?why do you have to keep me guessing?why should i be left hanging on a thin thread of hope , of tangled mass of doubts and a steady weight of guilt?

those tears you saw may not be for you. i was letting go. and i did let go. why do you have to suffer for something i wanted to leave behind? and why do you have to hurt me for something you were hurting for?

stop. please. dont let us both suffer.