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it's been three days and i have to admit all i have in my mind is you.i see you i breath you and i everything i am right now is you. funny how one's world could revolve around a single person. i used to tell myself to stop.but stopping is not easier than than telling the oceans to stop heaving waves or keeping a glass surface to condense when you put cubes of ice on it.

this is it. no more pretending i can do it.

i used to think i'm hurting you back every time i used to make my self believe we can't have it the way i wanted it to be. but that's another me fooling myself again.it never had mattered to you.and it never will.

so here we are. i will play the same game with myself while you stay sheltered in your perfect little world. it will stay this way but i'll be okay.you won't be on your own.

i will love you just the same.