not past being a drifter
but i keep seeing new rafters
i wallow on purple haze and blatant disgrace-a dreamer and a cynic in disguise.f u swear the world bets on the wrong game 2 much,i won't pretend 2 b ur hero,but i cn call the shots :)

this is the part when we say goodbye. for now. maybe someday. who knows ?

i miss you...

“Sometimes you wake up. Sometimes the fall kills you. And sometimes, when you fall, you fly.” neil gaiman



i can wait.i'll be waiting.

luk i'm sorry for being such a total ass..wg ka n kc mgfiflirt msyado s ibah okey...bati n tau 2lad ng dateh plsss...

I think i've walked too close to love
And now i'm falling in
Theres so many things this weary soul can't take
Maybe you just caught me by surprise
The first time that i looked into your eyes

There's a life inside of me
That i can feel again
It's the only thing that takes me
Where i've never been
I don't care if i lost everything that i have known
It don't matter where i lay my head tonight
Your arms feel like home
Feel like home

This life aint the fairy tale we both thought it would be
But i can see your smiling face as it's staring back at me
I know we both see these changes now
I know we both understand somehow

There's a life inside of me
That i can feel again
It's the only thing that takes me
Where i've never been
I don't care if i lost everything that i have known
It don't matter where i lay my head tonight
Your arms feel like home
They feel like home
(hold on, you're home to me)

There's a life inside of me
That i can feel again
It's the only thing that takes me
Where i've never been
I don't care if i lost everything that i have known
It don't matter where i lay my head tonight
Your arms feel like home
They feel like home

i wanna hear you say it all over again.... :P

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
x4
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

dammit baby..u know i'm better than that...

anu b yn!!!!!namimiss n ktah ng sobrah!!!hay,sna nx wik na...

Sinong may alam kung saan ang daan
Patungo sa kanyang isipan
Sa isang halik nya lang
Ako ay pumupunta
Sa mundo na kanyang pininturahan....
Sino ka ba?
Ano ang iyong lihim?
Papaano kita mapapaibig
Mapapa sa’kin

Lahat ng kulay nya
Sa ati’y kumakanta
Tumatawag sa atin… “halina”
Nauubos lahat ng galit at sana
At ang mundo ay napupuno ng pag-asa


nakakaadik ka,pero mahirap ka tlgang intindihin minsan... :D

Pain leads to freedom-it's everyone's opinion not my own
Fame crystal kingdom-it's everyone's mission not my own
not to young not that;old neither bitter neither cold
just an optimist who's become a little cynical

under gloom
don't be afraid
love is stronger than it all
stronger than this soul divided

All these years I never really knew what love is
Till I found you... found you

This new faith
where is the altar is my bed-where the church feels like a motel room
when gold turns to lead

Hello do you believe

love is stronger than us all

stronger than two souls colliding

I-you burn like fire from below sears the flesh feeds the soul's desire

I-you stronger than before rising through the dust like a phoenix

-bamboo

and because you listened...i promise not to hurt you anymore...

did you know how much your listening meant to me?tnx...

I'll make you up then, I'll dress you down
And I�m gonna kiss you all over this time
And I'm gonna teach your love a lesson
�Cause baby your everything I've been missing

So kiss me with your heart, touch me with your eyes, love me with your soul, I�ll never compromise
Holding your hand, shouldering your pain, I'll give you love like a year of rainy days oh

I wake you up with a little bit of feeling
I open the blinds, you open your eyes
The way you make them shine makes me feel so alive
Baby you're so mine

So kiss me with your heart, touch me with your eyes, love me with your soul I�ll never compromise
Holding your hand, shouldering your pain, I'll give you love like a year, like a year, like a year of rainy days.

So kiss me with your heart, touch me with your eyes, love me with your soul I�ll never compromise
Holding your hand, shouldering your pain, I'll give you love like rainy days.

Like a year of rainy days
Like rainy days
Like a year of rainy days
Like rainy days
Like a year of rainy days

I'll make you up then I'll dress you down





:))

bwct..bt b pg na-iinlab nagigng corny? :))

ansama ng linggung to saken..pero pg naaalala kta..nangingiti n lng ako..

“Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.”


Jalal ad-Din Rumi

and i sing to you...

Dewdrops and feathers spell if not sing
The moment’s accord to the hymn that
sprang
Carousels and wishing wells from outer space-

Yesterday,
It was all a dream
Well was it me praying
This may not be happening
And I’m always there hanging
In threads of hope there was never an end
It was all just the beginning

Crashing,spiraling,running,freefalling
It was worth all the believing
Yielding


The leaves come forth on low rustling
Whispering…
Someday you and I
Walking in the valley of remembering
Clarity .was there ever a doubt on the truth
We had believed in

Credo, it was written before we realize
It has began before we cud ever doubt it
And to surrender before we coud even play heroes
Well it never crossed my mind

Right now, this may not be a dream
This-maybe we have something real

12/26/09

“This is love: to fly toward a secret sky, to cause a hundred veils to fall each moment. First to let go of life. Finally, to take a step without feet.”

Jalal ad-Din Rumi

i won't get tired..

How can I find something
That two can take
Without stumbling as we
Walk into our future's wake

I'm like a broken record
That you can play
Repeating as if it matters
Everything I want to say...

I'll be all right
As long as it matters
As long as you're here with me now-

Forget that time
It's nothing we touch and see
All this is fine
Even as it
crashes down on me
I'm looking around
There's nothing
that I could want
More than to tell you
There's no more than we've already got

that I'll be all right
As long as it matters
As long as you're here with me now...


-gin blossoms(as long as it matters,from the album "hard on it")

"you're everything i never knew i always wanted..."

(from the movie Fools rush in, 1997)

“I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride; so I love you because I know no other way.” - pablo neruda

yep.i've been thinking about spending my life with you.and i have decided it's gonna be forever.

Life is not merely a series of meaningless accidents or coincidences, uh uh, but rather it is a tapestry of acts that culminate in an exquisIte, sublime plan.-


jontahan Trager in Serendipity

ingat pauwe. :D

ikw.at wla ng iba.sabeh nga ni chito miranda-pg akoy iniwan m..mamamatay ako..pipilitin kong mgbago ..pangako sa iyo... :D

yng chucks k?kya favorite k suutin yn kc feeling k ako c icarus pg kasama ktah..pede kta itanan. :D




oh my goaaadddddd!!!!!!!iloveyyyooouuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!!

coach:what's wrong w/ you?!you didn't even move your feet..
edison:im inlove'...

(scene at a kiddy footballgame in the movie Valentines day)

“There is no remedy for love but to love more.”



Henry David Thoreau

o ayn ah.mgdududa ka p b?super effort n k kahet sobrang torpe..eh palage n lng kc kong torpe mode pg ikw..mahirap labanan un bka akala m

I love you the more in that I believe you had liked me for my own sake and for nothing else.
-John Keats

tanung

oh Lord. I'm scared

And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk
Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
And I'm on my way to believing... :D

-paramore(the only exception)

"Don't Ask Me Nothing About Nothing,
I Just Might Tell You the Truth "
— Bob Dylan

Lady Ishikawa (7th C. CE): Poem by Lady Ishikawa in response

Waiting for me,
you grew wet there
in gentle foothills,
in the dew drops of the mountains--
I wish I'd been such drops of dew.

Prince Otsu (663-86): Poem sent by Prince Otsu to Lady Ishikawa

Gentle foothills, and
in the dew drops of the mountains,
soaked, I waited for you--
grew wet from standing there
in the dew drops of the mountains.

"This is what we call love. When you are loved, you can do anything in creation. When you are loved, there's no need at all to understand what's happening, because everything happens within you."
— Paulo Coelho (The Alchemist)

beacuse i want to wake up each morning to see your face.....

“I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride; so I love you because I know no other way.. . Pablo Neruda

gumawa n lng tau ng.......

baby......

i'm not,not sure..not too sure how it feels..to handle everyday...

kta tau ds week :D

:)

i felt like the universe is abt to burst inside me at this time....i had always lacked the poetry yes..the careful words,the singing lines...you can't blame me...when its about you..there are no words to speak of..no song more apt..it's just you.and nothing else...

i don't always know whwre to start but..

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?



-------keane(somewhere only we know)

if God did answer gave me whatever i had wanted,whatever i had wished to have happened, i never would have found myself on this place right now.now i know

hirap m ispelengin..

french ka b?ndi kta mabasa...ndi ka maipalawanag..galeng ka b ng mars?pluto cguroh..ndi k kc maintindihan ugali m..minsan okey ka naman..minsan ewan k..minsan sarap m kutusan..minsan gusto kta halikan..minsan kanakausap ka n nakasimanut ka p dn..minsan ayaw m p tumingin..hay!!!ndi k n alm ang gagawin k sau....!!!!!!!!nevertheless,kyut ka p dn...:P mamimiss ktah..

:)

subtle..ever so subtle..iloveyoumoremoremoremore!!!!! :P

stop

no one's coming back. oh God i hate it when i keep o waiting.how do is top?please...
it just goes back to you

ashes + caffeine =

If You Forget Me by Pablo Neruda

I want you to know
one thing.

You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.

If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.

But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine

Shrek Forever After 'Darling I Do' Music Video - Landon Pigg & Lucy Schw...

buntong-hininga

am i just holding on to a dream i had always prayed will come true someday?maybe it's time i ask lord to teach me to accept His will and not mine. whoever that girl is, i hope you'd be fine.

lintek yn

when you stop believing in fairy tales but you continue loving the same person,you've found true love.somebody else may come along,but it is not you loving that person. because you know,that the part of you who has been loving truthfully has died ever since your one true love has left.the person who has stirred the life in you.the person who made you believe in magic, is the same person who has killed you in so many lifetimes. you will continue loving the same person, and though you know there can never be a happy ending, you won't stop loving because you know there can never be the same kind of love again.not in this lifetime.yes, there is true love.

die a little death

 "...una kong namatay nung 2nd yr colej ako.."
-bob ong
i walked a step.
i crushed you under.
i sew my heels
i had to look around and wonder.
rots of mildew
they talk and thunder
my soul askew
my thoughts surrender
my mind crammed , i hemmed
saw and hammered
cut thru the edges
realined the patterns
i stitched and sew
pulled the trigger
dropped the knife
mistook the essence
lacerate thru the lies
of poetic sentiments
i stand and will come up
if dying a little
means having to live
again. (repost from myspace blog dated 03/07/09)

so long

i shall walk on

the days will move on

the nights will fade by themselves

the leaves will shatter in their essence

the darkness will behave as if it had seen nothing

let's not speak of it again

i shall move on

it won't be long before-

it's not you anymore

forgive me.

you had wanted it this way

putanginah

ndi pede to.kasalanan m dn eh.sabagay, kw n ngtakdang ndi pede.patawarin m k.kw me gusto neto

ang tuldok

how do you go on when he said it's the end of it?

you don't. you simply die and crash under.

time drags by but you're not comprehending.

there is no tomorrow. no waiting. no sweet dreaming.

your soul is stuck on the last time you two has been talking.

how do you start again?

you don't get drunk.

alcohol simply makes the the sting worse.and the pain sharper.

numbness. it's gets more illusive by minute

hay

naku.sori ha. namimiss n plah ktah.sobrang imisue.amisue amisue amisuuueeee!!!!

:(

anlabu naten. ewan k.bhala nah 

the hell we care

and yes. we won't be listening to what everyone would say. we're throwing all our troubles away. nothing will ever be wrong or right. i won't be hiding behind my pretentions and you\ll be scrapping off all of your defenses. we won't stop believing babe. and it won't be long...

shards of death and breaking glasses

in a passage on the story "by the river Piedra i sat down and wept", paolo coehlo tells of a story of two lovers seated on one of the tables inside of a resaturant.

the girl came out of a convent. the man from a broken home. both searching for answers in a world which never seems to stop, and listen for a moment, to lost souls who would always mistake candycanes and sugarcoatings to happiness and contentment.

both knows they've found their soul in the other. but in order for the union to become possible, they must come out of their own protective boulder and surface. one feels vulnerable. the other feels giving in means losing the battle.

when josephine(the girl in the story) wanted to push the glasss at the edge of the table the first time, i felt my heart thumping on the edge, and onto the surface.if the glass plummets down with the gravity of the fall,my soul would spiral and dance with the acceleration down as well. if it shatters into pieces once it hits the floor, i would break into several particles of bleeding oblivion,just like the shards of the polished sand.

and you wouldn't want the glass breaking. you always wanted to be careful. you wanted to be safe. oh, people would always say it's perfectly alright to break glasses. just like the guy in the story said. you could always go get a new one. but not me breaking in front of you.

because you will never take the lead. you're scared to beak glasses. you love yourself too much you would never shed the tiniest bit of selfishness because you've always known that once the glass cracks, it means surrender.

i'll try not to break. not until you would. if several little deaths means another life by any chance,i'll take the ressureccion.

i would die. and live again.

wtf. i love you