chicken feeds and fertilizers

and then i realized it could come to this conclusion. nothing would have hit me harder than the fact that we play it too hard sometimes that when we come to get what the punchline is, having stitches on the side while laughing like a stoned hyena could really make us sick. man, it almost made me throw up.
and talk about hallucinations, it just hit me so hard than when i realized how severe my cerebral damaged brain was thinking all along, i had to puke out to my senses to finally understand how sickeningly bad the joke was.not that it would appeal to a prankster'sind of sin, but it was ridiculos. f_ck. i couldn't even spell it right. probably because the word stinks too much of understatement.
well i thought it would have been hard to admit it was wrong. and i probably woud have even fantasized that my nerves could never had endured the guilt.hell, i even ASSumed i would have been too guilty.

we're good. i thought it would have been better if i explained it to you. or maybe asking for your forgiveness may have worsened the lie. maybe it IS better that i let you think that way.anyway, we're square.