pms

some places
some spaces
some era in time you have collected
some things you have not considred
something to laugh abt
somethig to write abt
some wash down in length
others in gray colors of paint
some left neglected
at distress, some changes unknown
chipped in the memories of universal hallucinations
or in some hallways of spinning realizations
blurry visions-flooding tears of
accusations
dropped down adversaries;
inhibitions
you have nothing to lose
and everything to look forward to
and they all come crashing down
in a dash of impulse
pure, but never were you innocent
at breath's length
there will be nothing and something, anything, left to have been done
to change what was there
there never was any
a moment's decision (if ever there was anything to have decided on)
a few remnants of coincidental paradise
and some mornings of dripping malice
and jaded misdemeanors
minor accomplices and all too aggravated syloligies
miracles of assumption-hyprocite melancholies
for some age old dilemma of archtypes and debates
a tabloid's cheap break
an old wife's tale
melodies and dramas of confirmation
fairy tales of resurrection
sunken treasures of redemption
last days of repentance-
suicidal notes
write this down.